you know, its always good to know that there's someone that knows exactly how you feel...not because they've experienced it before or that they have a friend thats going through the same thing, but no...they as well are going through it. suddenly after hugging a buddy I hadn't seen in a while, the usual drunken shenanigans, a stellar beer pong game (that pretty much everyone was playing in, when only 4 people were shooting), then a good relaxed chat...the things you've heard the night before went just disappeared. thats another wonderful thing about college the tides turn so suddenly, one day you'll be thinking in the clouds the next your back on the hard ground. I've always been worried about what I really want and the indecisiveness really sucks, but theres one thing I can be sure of right now...I don't know what I want.

-Mikhail