yeah so here's what I learned tonight...I've clearly lost most of my drinking ability (or rather drunk ability). I had quite alot, but I think the real reason is that I haven't had any fun doing so. I haven't enjoyed the satisfaction a good drinking game brings whenever you have to point to someone and say drink, or forgetting the little man rule.

in other news, quite a shitty week has finally passed while also making it 3 weeks left of school. its gonna be so weird leaving, no one to go bother as frequently as I do nowadays. either way I'm not feeling generally happy, which really sucks. theres a real big void somewhere, that not even my buddy alcohol can usually patch up. whatever it is, I might have only a month to fill it before a summer I'm actually looking forward to...hmm.

-Mikhail