You ever have one of those days when you're just thinking about everything possible? I don't know why thats happening, but I'd like for it to stop. There's nothing in particualr thats affecting me right now for me to do that so it really makes me feel weird. If I were able to explain it, I'd love to, but I can't...so I'll leave it at that.

In other news, three major assignments on my plate for this week, presentation for Geography, paper for Ethics and most likely my outline for my last speech. I took my entire Sunday and Monday morning doing my Powerpoint for Geography. Thank chesus he didn't say anything about listing resources because wikipedia makes presentations about terrorism 876128961301581239512 times easier.

-Mikhail

This Wednesday the 18th was the Day of Silence against LGBT bullying. I managed to stay silent for 22 hours and 24 minutes breaking it at 10:45 to say "aww, thats nice" to myself after reading a lovely note from Vicky and Paul. I learned that alot of people say "Hey" or "watsup?" to me and that theres alot of stuff probably end up saying to myself. well thats all I got.

-Mikhail

yeah so here's what I learned tonight...I've clearly lost most of my drinking ability (or rather drunk ability). I had quite alot, but I think the real reason is that I haven't had any fun doing so. I haven't enjoyed the satisfaction a good drinking game brings whenever you have to point to someone and say drink, or forgetting the little man rule.

in other news, quite a shitty week has finally passed while also making it 3 weeks left of school. its gonna be so weird leaving, no one to go bother as frequently as I do nowadays. either way I'm not feeling generally happy, which really sucks. theres a real big void somewhere, that not even my buddy alcohol can usually patch up. whatever it is, I might have only a month to fill it before a summer I'm actually looking forward to...hmm.

-Mikhail

So yesterday I finally received a package from my folks of a couple of dress shirts, dress pants and my Yankees and White Sox caps and of course Cheez Doodles. I open the package to see box inside of a box, but better yet this:

yeah very resourceful of them to use it for packaging. really I think this is a nice side effect of college, having better appreciation for my parents. Its sucks that it took some major financial rapeage for it to come out, but I'm glad it did finally and surely enough I think my folks can be grateful for it as much as I am.

-Mikhail